You Like To Watch... Don't You?

Last night, I wasn't able to sleep much. I was miserable for the most of the night, well- for obvious reasons. As I was flipping aimlessly through the channels, I stopped dead in my tracks. Sliver. Damn, it had been years since I had thought about that movie. It was one of my favorites. Granted, when I saw it for the first time, I was something like 13, er, maybe 15, I can't remember exactly. Anyway, moving on. When I saw Sliver for the first time, I was captivated. Yes, I was young, but the electricity between Sharon Stone and Billy Baldwin was indescribable.

That was a good, oh, 13 years or so ago, but I never forgot about that. Watching the movie, I realized that I wanted to have passion like that in my life. I want to be seduced like no other. What woman doesn't want that? Deep down inside, who doesn't want to have a man push her against the door and have his way with her? We all want to feel like we're desired more than anything- like WE'RE the ONLY woman in the world.

Living in New York, I've often wondered what it would be like to be wild and free like Carly was. She held tons of baggage, and didn't let people in easily, so there was a problem. What caused her to just let her inhibitions run wild, and fall for Zeke? I mean, well aside from the obvious fact that he was hotter than hell? He manipulated her mind and body. It scares me to think how much his personality is like... Not going to go there right now.

Dreaming aside, none of this will be happening for me right now- I don't think it would feel terrific to be ravaged while I look like a lobster.