I Am...

Absolutely exhausted. A day off is most welcome. "Emma" has shown definite signs of improvement over the past few days, which has helped put my mind at ease. Bobby came to visit her yesterday. He brought a cup of coffee for me. I thought that was so sweet and thoughtful of him. I guess I must've looked like I needed something to keep me going on saturday. Regardless, it was thoughtful gesture, and one much appreciated. He's been out to Carmel Ridge several times this week. I think "Emma" has really fought hard this week to recover. She's so excited about her tulips. She can't wait for them to bloom. I can't either honestly. Winter depresses me to no end sometimes. I love the snow and lights and such- it's just the short days and cold get to me after awhile. When spring finally beings to bloom, trust me, I'm more than ready for it.

I've got to check in with Maria. She's getting ready to begin rehearsing a new play. Which one it is? That's beyond me. The girl has so much on her plate right now, it's hard for me to keep up with what's going on from day to day. I think Susan and I are having dinner tonight. Ethan must be working. I can't complain. Susan really deserves someone to be good to her, and she's so happy. That's all that matters. I do miss the three of us being together constantly, but everything changes. Susan and Maria are still in my life, and I'm grateful for that. Now, I think I'm going to head for the bathtub and take a nice relaxing soak. I need to melt away some of the stress of the week.