One of Us...
"One of us is crying,
One of us is lying,
In her lonely bed,
Staring at the ceiling,
Wishing she was somewhere else instead,
One of us is lonely,
One of us is only,
Waiting for a call,
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid feeling small"
A call, I've accepted will probably never come.... Time to get out and stop feeling sorry for myself... His picture isn't helping anything here. I'm going out tonight. I don't care if I see him. Hell, who am I kidding. I do care. I wish I didn't. But... I do. Why does this man have this kind of hold on me? It's obvious he isn't interested. He hasn't even made an attempt at calling and/or contacting me in anyway- yet, I can't give up. I won't give up. There's still a shred of hope I hold onto. Am I just insane? Am I kidding myself? Only time will tell. Ready or not 515, here I come.... Cigarettes: Don't even ask...
One of us is lying,
In her lonely bed,
Staring at the ceiling,
Wishing she was somewhere else instead,
One of us is lonely,
One of us is only,
Waiting for a call,
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid feeling small"
A call, I've accepted will probably never come.... Time to get out and stop feeling sorry for myself... His picture isn't helping anything here. I'm going out tonight. I don't care if I see him. Hell, who am I kidding. I do care. I wish I didn't. But... I do. Why does this man have this kind of hold on me? It's obvious he isn't interested. He hasn't even made an attempt at calling and/or contacting me in anyway- yet, I can't give up. I won't give up. There's still a shred of hope I hold onto. Am I just insane? Am I kidding myself? Only time will tell. Ready or not 515, here I come.... Cigarettes: Don't even ask...
posted by Chloe' Gardner | 7:34 PM
3 Comments:
Thought that you might like to know that you are not alone tonight. This happened to be on the radio-
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason
to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the Angel
far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel;
may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line,
and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting,
you keep on building the lies
That make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference,
escape one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness,
oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
In the arms of the Angel
far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel;
may you find some comfort here
In the arms of the Angel;
may you find some comfort here
It helps sometimes-take care.
How sweet of you... I wrote the same thing to him not long... Describes us, perfectly...
Thanks for thinking of me... I wish you nothing but the best...
Neele, you are so wise...
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