The Breathless Fantasy...

There's A Fine Line Between Fantasy And Reality... I'm Dancing On That Line

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My heart guides me, but my mind always finds me..... "I could be in the street, I could be on a train, Or struck in some doorway down, In the pouring rain, Now there is not one place, That doesn't feel like home...."

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Just What I Needed...

After the craziness of the past couple of weeks, I really needed to just get out and have some fun. Susan and I met Maria and the girls at the bar tonight. I told them NO Bliss tonight. I wasn't in the mood to run into Chuck. We went to Jade's regular bar, Off The Wagon. Yep, everyone there, fell off the wagon a long time ago. It was definitely one of the most packed bars I've been to in Manhattan. Two levels of nothing but partying.

I must admit, I had a wonderful time. I won six rounds of pool against Jade, Susan, and four guys I didn't know! Ladies, make a note of this- if you're broke, this is THE bar to go to... I didn't pay for a single drink. I met some really nice men tonight. Guys who weren't trying to take me to the hotel, just looking for someone to have a good conversation with, maybe even a few games of pool. All drinks were on them, which was a BIG plus!

Although Jade had a little too much fun. I had a flashback to December 14th, and Alex dancing on the bar. Jade was on top of the bar dancing and having a wonderful time. I couldn't help but laugh at her. A 36 year old woman breaking it down, drunk off her ass. Just wrong. Getting together and letting our hair down, has been the most wonderful experience. Leaving our problems at the door, and just going where the night takes us- it's something we all need to do more often.

Life is so short, it's too short to be lived full of regret and worry. I guess that's why when I saw Chuck watching us from across the street it didn't really worry me. Although Susan threatened to call the police. Yeah right. Who the hell is gonna believe her or me over another cop? Maybe that's why it's 3:00am and I'm still awake. If I knew Bobby was awake, I'd call him. But would he believe me? I'm gonna lay back down. I can't worry about it, not right now. This will probably end up being a long night..

2 Comments:

Blogger Criminal Minds Fan said...

I think you should worry about it now. This is scary behavior and you should not take it lightly. Cop or no cop call someone and report this. Call Bobby and tell him. He is your friend! :)

10:26 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Chuck is majorly worrying me. You should definately talk to Bobby about it.

5:59 PM  

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